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I feel happy. The Calcium Block, is no longer a threat to my life. It's completely gone, and i feel reliefed. Oh an Chibi, i made you something, but it wont show *sadness* and i dont know why. It's just NOT THERE !.. i know i submitted it, i'm 100% sure. Get on MSN so i can send it to you. Andandand i wanted to fav. the thing you made for me, but a went away from the page, and when i later returned to fave it, i just couldn't find it BUUHUU ! Im sure it'll be fixed soon. I got 6 cigs back, and there's still 5 days left untill payday, howthehellamigonnasurvivethat ? Maybe i should smoke my holy pack of cigs wich i promised myself not t

YEA RIGHT ! I hate the fucking way that everyone just fucking valuates me. Fuck the teachers to hell they can suck cock. So im educating myself as a carpenter, starting January 8th. Untill then i wake up at 5:30 in the morning and go to work on a construction site every day (besides weekends). I've started to like it, because i get to do lots of things with my hands, like painting and building. Also i get fresh air, and the people i work with are awesome. This is more like me, im not a smart guy who wants to spend 4 years reading books. No im the impulsive type who likes to be creative (the high way) so i think that this education fits me

okay so.. i went off to college 2 days ago, and it was fucking amazing.. I made friends already the first day, and all the people in my class turn out to be at least as intelligent as myself. Teachers are awesome there, and they really understand to educate in a fun way. Alssooooo, there are so many girls on the school, that it's almost like a dream. Seriously. I was like 'OH MY GAWD U G2 BE KIDDN ME' ... and even better. Most of the girls in my class are really hotnesses and i already made friendships with a lot of them. They're all really friendly and everythings just great. Well ALOMST everythign's great. THE FOOD IS REALLY EXPENSIVE T^